「私は私自身さへ信用してゐないのです。つまり自分で自分が信用出來ないから、人も信用できないやうになつてゐるのです。自分を呪ふより外に仕方がないのです」
translation
``I don't trust myself.
kanji (pronunciations & definitions)
| 私: I (わたし), me, I (あたくし), I (あたし), I (アタシ) | 私自身: myself (わたくしじしん), myself (わたしじしん) | 信用: confidence (しんよう), trust, faith, reputation, credit (finance) | 自分: myself (じぶん), yourself, oneself, himself, herself |
| 人: -ian (e.g. Italian) (じん), -ite (e.g. Tokyoite), -er (e.g. performer, etc.), person working with …, man | 呪: spell (じゅ), curse, dharani, mantra, spell (かしり) | 外: outside (そと), outside (と), exterior, exterior, the open (air) | 仕方: way (しかた), method, means, resource, course |