Kokoro, by Natsume Soseki (paragraph #621)

「それだから困るのよ。あなたから左右云はれると實に辛いんですが、私には何う考へても、考へやうがないんですもの。私は今迄何遍あの人に、何うぞ打ち明けて下さいつて頼んで見たか分りやしません」

translation

"That's why I'm in trouble. It really hurts to hear you say left and right, but no matter what I think about it, I can't help but think about it. How many times have I been to that person?" I don't know if you asked me to confide in you."

kanji (pronunciations & definitions)
左右: left and right (さう), left and right (さゆう), left and right (そう), right and left, right and left : 8th in rank (かのと), 8th in rank (しん), eighth sign of the Chinese calendar, eighth sign of the Chinese calendar : I (わたし), me, I (あたくし), I (あたし), I (アタシ) : what (なに), what (ナニ), you-know-what, you-know-what, that thing
今迄: until now (いままで), so far, up to the present 何遍: how many times (なんべん), how often 何遍: how many times (なんべん), how often : -ian (e.g. Italian) (じん), -ite (e.g. Tokyoite), -er (e.g. performer, etc.), person working with …, man
: vidya (wisdom) (みょう), mantra, the coming (July 4, etc.), brightness (めい), discernment : below (した), down, under, younger (e.g. daughter), bottom : looking (み), viewing, (please) try (to), view (of life, etc.) (けん), outlook : minute (unit of time) (ふん), fun (one tenth of a monme, 5.787 grains), one-tenth (ぶ), one percent (one-tenth of a wari), 3 mm (one-tenth of a sun)

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